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Friday, April 3, 2015

The Crucifixtion


The Anatomical And Physiological Details Of Death By Crucifixion:
By Dr. C. Truman Davis
A Physician Analyzes the Crucifixion.
From New Wine Magazine, April 1982.
Originally published in Arizona Medicine,
March 1965, Arizona Medical Association.

Crucifixion was invented by the Persians in 300 BC, and perfected by the Romans in 100 BC.

1. It is the most painful death ever invented by man and is where we get our term “excruciating.”

2. It was reserved primarily for the most vicious of male criminals.
Jesus refused the anaesthetic wine which was offered to Him by the Roman soldiers because of His promise in Matthew 26: 29, “But I say to you, I will not drink of this fruit of the vine from now on until that day when I drink it new with you in My Father’s kingdom.”

3. Jesus was stripped naked and His clothing divided by the Roman guards. This was in fulfilment of Psalm 22:18, “They divide My garments among them, and for My clothing they cast lots.”

4. The Crucifixion of Jesus guaranteed a horrific, slow, painful death.
Having been nailed the Cross, Jesus now had an impossible anatomical position to maintain.

5. Jesus’ knees were flexed at about 45 degrees, and He was forced to bear His weight with the muscles of His thigh, which is not an anatomical position which is possible to maintain for more than a few minutes without severe cramp in the muscles of the thigh and calf.

6. Jesus’ weight was borne on His feet, with nails driven through them.
As the strength of the muscles of Jesus’ lower limbs tired, the weight of His body had to be transferred to His wrists, His arms, and His shoulders.

7. Within a few minutes of being placed on the Cross, Jesus’ shoulders were dislocated.
Minutes later Jesus’ elbows and wrists became dislocated.

8. The result of these upper limb dislocations is that His arms were 9 inches longer than normal, as clearly shown on the Shroud.

9. In addition prophecy was fulfilled in Psalm 22:14, “I am poured out like water, and all My bones are out of joint.”

10. After Jesus’ wrists, elbows, and shoulders were dislocated, the weight of His body on his upper limbs caused traction forces on the Pectoralis Major muscles of His chest wall.

11. These traction forces caused His rib cage to be pulled upwards and outwards, in a most unnatural state. His chest wall was permanently in a position of maximal respiratory inspiration. In order to exhale, Jesus was physiologically required to force His body.

12. In order to breathe out, Jesus had to push down on the nails in His feet to raise His body, and allow His rib cage to move downwards and inwards to expire air from His lungs.

13. 
His lungs were in a resting position of constant maximum inspiration.
Crucifixion is a medical catastrophe.

14. The problem was that Jesus could not easily push down on the nails in His feet because the muscles of His legs, bent at 45 degrees, were extremely fatigued, in severe cramp, and in an anatomically compromised position.

15. Unlike all Hollywood movies about the Crucifixion, the victim was extremely active.
The crucified victim was physiologically forced to move up and down the cross, a distance of about 12 inches, in order to breathe.

16. The process of respiration caused excruciating pain, mixed with the absolute terror of asphyxiation.

17. As the six hours of the Crucifixion wore on, Jesus was less and less able to bear His weight on His legs, as His thigh and calf muscles became increasingly exhausted.
There was increasing dislocation of His wrists, elbows and shoulders, and further elevation of His chest wall, making His breathing more and more difficult
Within minutes of crucifixion Jesus became severely dyspnoeic (short of breath).

18. His movements up and down the Cross to breathe caused excruciating pain in His wrist, His feet, and His dislocated elbows and shoulders.

19. The movements became less frequent as Jesus became increasingly exhausted, but the terror of imminent death by asphyxiation forced Him to continue in His efforts to breathe.

20. Jesus’ lower limb muscles developed excruciating cramp from the effort of pushing down on His legs, to raise His body, so that He could breathe out, in their anatomically compromised position.

21. The pain from His two shattered median nerves in His wrists exploded with every movement.

22. Jesus was covered in blood and sweat.

23. The blood was a result of the Scourging that nearly killed Him, and the sweat as a result of His violent involuntary attempts to effort to expire air from His lungs.
Throughout all this He was completely naked, and the leaders of the Jews, the crowds, and the thieves on both sides of Him were jeering, swearing and laughing at Him.
In addition, Jesus’ own mother was watching.

24. Physiologically, Jesus’ body was undergoing a series of catastrophic and terminal events.

25. Because Jesus could not maintain adequate ventilation of His lungs, He was now in a state of hypoventilation (inadequate ventilation).

26. His blood oxygen level began to fall, and He developed Hypoxia (low blood oxygen).
In addition, because of His restricted respiratory movements, His blood carbon dioxide (CO2) level began to rise, a condition known as Hypercapnia.

27. This rising CO2 level stimulated His heart to beat faster in order to increase the delivery of oxygen, and the removal of CO2

28. The Respiratory Centre in Jesus’ brain sent urgent messages to his lungs to breathe faster, and Jesus began to pant.

29. Jesus’ physiological reflexes demanded that He took deeper breaths, and He involuntarily moved up and down the Cross much faster, despite the excruciating pain.
The agonising movements spontaneously started several times a minute, to the delight of the crowd who jeered Him, the Roman soldiers, and the Sanhedrin.

30. However, due to the nailing of Jesus to the Cross and His increasing exhaustion, He was unable to provide more oxygen to His oxygen starved body.

31. The twin forces of Hypoxia (too little oxygen) and Hypercapnia (too much CO2) caused His heart to beat faster and faster, and Jesus developed Tachycardia.

32. Jesus’ heart beat faster and faster, and His pulse rate was probably about 220 beats/ minute, the maximum normally sustainable.

33. Jesus had drunk nothing for 15 hours, since 6 pm the previous evening.
Jesus had endured a scourging which nearly killed Him.

34. He was bleeding from all over His body following the Scourging, the crown of thorns, the nails in His wrists and feet, and the lacerations following His beatings and falls.

35. Jesus was already very dehydrated, and His blood pressure fell alarmingly.

36. His blood pressure was probably about 80/50.

37. He was in First Degree Shock, with Hypovolaemia (low blood volume), Tachycardia (excessively fast Heart Rate), Tachypnoea (excessively fast Respiratory Rate), and Hyperhidrosis (excessive sweating).

38. By about noon Jesus’ heart probably began to fail.

39. Jesus’ lungs probably began to fill up with Pulmonary Oedema.

40. This only served to exacerbate His breathing, which was already severely compromised.

41. Jesus was in Heart Failure and Respiratory Failure.


43. Jesus was in desperate need of an intravenous infusion of blood and plasma to save His life.

44. Jesus could not breathe properly and was slowly suffocating to death.

45. At this stage Jesus probably developed a Haemopericardium.

46. Plasma and blood gathered in the space around His heart, called the Pericardium.

47. This fluid around His heart caused Cardiac Tamponade (fluid around His heart, which prevented Jesus’ heart from beating properly).

49. To slow the process of death the soldiers put a small wooden seat on the Cross, which would allow Jesus the “privilege” of bearing His weight on his sacrum.

50. The effect of this was that it could take up to nine days to die on a Cross.

51. When the Romans wanted to expedite death they would simply break the legs of the victim, causing the victim to suffocate in a matter of minutes. This was called Crucifragrum.

52. At three o’clock in the afternoon Jesus said, “Tetelastai,” meaning, “It is finished.”
At that moment, He gave up His Spirit, and He died.

53. When the soldiers came to Jesus to break His legs, He was already dead. Not a bone of His body was broken, in fulfilment of prophecy (above).

54. Jesus died after six hours of the most excruciating and terrifying torture ever invented.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Learn All You Can


This is a page from my journal 12 years ago, I believe I was quoting the Baltimore Catechism. I recently came across it again, and it's truth is just as prevalent as ever in my life right now. Reading it again prompted me to ask myself some serious questions...

Am I taking my faith seriously? 
Am I learning all I can? 
Do I love God more than myself? 
Do I love others for the sake of the love of God? 

These are questions that need to be asked every day. It's so easy to forget what matters most and get caught up in the hectic agendas of our lives. It doesn't take much for us to become preoccupied in our own little worlds and not see the bigger picture, or the purpose of things, or all those around us whom we should be loving and not ignoring. Each day we are either getting closer or further from heaven - now that is an adventure of a life time! How can it be put on the back burner?

Each of these questions are something I think are perfect for asking ourselves especially during the season of Lent. Learn all you can...

Con amore in Cristo,
 Bluebird



Saturday, February 14, 2015

St. Valentine?

It's that time of year again, when society dedicates a day to love and tends to focus only on what is materialistic. Personally, I am pretty neutral on all the controversy regarding this day. If you want to do something extra special with your significant other, go for it! If you're single and want to plan an extra fun night with your friends, that's fantastic. If you want to indulge in sweets and be glum in your singleness, that's fine, we've all had those nights at least once. 

I don't think there is anything wrong with nationally dedicating a day to loving others and expressing your love. However, most would agree our culture has pushed this day further and further down a path of secular, superficial love and ungracious expectations. For me, some questions are raised: why not try to love others the best we can every day? Why don't we ask ourselves if we are contributing to the coldness of our society? Are we really loving each person in our lives as we should? Our culture sure does emphasize expressing love on Valentines day, yet fails to give a second glance at all the lack of love shared between people any other day.. When true love is tested.

When reflecting back on my life the past year, I realized just how much I have learned to love more, more deeply, and what true love consists of. 2014 was quite a year of growth for me, and within just the first two months of 2015, I have continued to grow and learn how to better love. Each year St. Valentines day rolls around, I am reminded of what it means to express your love to those around you. Not just once a year, but every day.

What exactly is St. Valentines day about? Valentines Day is on the feast day of St. Valentine, the Patron of love, young people, engaged couples, and happy marriages. The origin and life of St. Valentine is a bit of a mystery, yet what we do know is that he was a Roman priest during the reign and persecution of emperor Claudius. At that time, marrying Christian couples and helping persecuted Christians was forbidden. St. Valentine refused to give up his Christian faith and did not stop performing his duties as a priest. He was imprisoned, beaten with clubs, and became a martyr when he was beheaded on Feb. 14, AD 270. 

St. Valentine loved God more than himself, he was willing to do what was right, even if it meant losing his life. He teaches us that with love comes suffering and sacrifice, you cannot have one without the other. Love means sacrifice, being selfless, and caring about the soul of the one you love. It means wanting what is best for the one you love, and not what you want for yourself. How different this is from what our society and culture see "true love" to be. 

There is nothing wrong with flowers, chocolate, and other gifts our culture encourages to be exchanged on this day, however, do not be fooled into believing that love is defined in this way and these things should be expected on this day. Love gives and is grateful. Love should be expressed in the little things each day in how we treat not only those we love, but everyone we come in contact with. 


“Being unwanted, unloved, uncared for, forgotten by everybody, I think that is a much greater hunger, a much greater poverty than the person who has nothing to eat.” 
- Bl. Mother Teresa

We all fall short in loving as we should, we all are broken in our own ways, and there are so many unloved and forgotten souls whom we come in contact with in ordinary, daily life. On this feast of St. Valentine, when the misconceptions and materialisticness of romantic love is glamorized, let's not forget the importance of daily, selfless love that God asks us to practice toward all.

"We become what we love and who we love shapes what we become. If we love things, we become a thing. If we love nothing, we become nothing. Imitation is not a literal mimicking of Christ, rather it means becoming the image of the beloved, an image disclosed through transformation. This means we are to become vessels of God's compassionate love for others. "
- St. Clare of Assisi

I am blessed with such incredible friends and family who love me more than can be expressed in words here, and I love them all to pieces. You know who you are.

Inspired by cute pun valentines on buzzfeed, I drew my own valentines to give to friends and family this year. Ever since I was little I have always loved making my own cards, so I couldn't resist!

Happy St. Valentine's Day!










St. Valentine, pray for us!

Con amore in Cristo,
 Bluebird

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Human

This year on the March for Life, I didn't want to make my primary purpose to document, like I did the previous two years. However, I did get some footage that I used to make a video. Not the best, but the more videos we have of the March the better!

Feel free to share and let me know what you think!




Sunday, January 25, 2015

All Lives Matter




On 21 Jan, a small group of my friends I and left Ann Arbor Michigan to travel with Washtenaw Right to Life on a red-eye bus to Washington D.C. to participate in the 42nd annual March for Life. 

We traveled through the night and arrived at the The Basilica of the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception around 6:30 a.m. for 7:30 a.m. Mass. Half our group of six had never been on the March, and never visited the Basilica before. Although we were sleep deprived, the Mass was beautiful, and the perfect start to the beginning of our journey to the March. 

(where's Connor?!?!)



After Mass we explored all of the beautiful nooks and crannies of the Basilica and made our way to the metro, in order to join hundreds of thousands of others for the rally at the National Mall. We arrived at the rally before it became completely packed with groups from all over the U.S.

Right before the March started, it became so crowded it took quite a lot of energy to try and navigate through the sea of people when making our way to the front. This was my fourth year attending the March, and I have never felt so packed within the crowd when marching. Seeing how many people came to stand up for the unborn and protest abortion filled my heart with joy.

Our generation will bring justice to all our brothers and sisters lost to abortion, and end the injustice still opposed on those in danger of being killed.


On average in the U.S.:
 3,767 babies are killed in abortions per day.

One hour: 157 babies
One minute: 2-3 babies




Throughout the March, my friends and I ran into a handful of familiar faces. It was so wonderful spotting friends from back home. 



Once at the Supreme Court building, we listened to post-abortive women share their abortion testimonies with the Silent No More association. For a little while my group and I listened to the moving stories these courageous women shared. 


As I began to leave the Supreme Court building to cross the street, I walked passed a couple of women holding pro-abortion signs and I stopped to inquire what was taking place. It was an amazing thing to see because there was peaceful dialogue between both sides. We can only pray those still blind to the lies of abortion were impacted for the better after experiencing the March and conversing with those willing to speak with them. 














When we reached the incline uphill toward the end of the March, we all turned around to see the long stretch of the hundreds of thousands behind us. It is one of the most overwhelming parts of the experience, no matter how many times you have seen it before. 


The voices of the millions of unborn children lost to abortion are being heard.


We never have seen, or will see hundreds of thousands of pro-choice people from across the U.S. join together in the winter, to demand abortion. We must continue to stand up for the truth. Not just once a year, but every day until Roe vs. Wade is overcome. 


Being pro-life is so much more than fighting to end legalized abortion. Being pro-life means combating the culture of death in all its forms and building up a culture of life. Opposing the contraceptive mentality and practice, living a pure life to exemplify the virtue of chastity and exposing the lies of glamorized promiscuity. It means communicating the truth to all those around us through gentle charity. Caring for mothers in crisis by donating, and volunteering at pregnancy help centers. Being active in the political sphere by educating the public on pro-life candidates and always voting pro-life. By prayer, prayer, and more prayer, whether at home or outside of abortion clinics. Being pro-life means understanding that all lives matter, all lives are sacred, and all lives have dignity and rights. 
A pro-life lifestyle lived by all will conquer the culture of death. 


Marching with half a million other people from all over the country to end the holocaust of abortion is mind-blowing to say the least. It doesn't end here. We all have to do our part daily to defend the most vulnerable, to help mothers, protect babies, and end this injustice against the dignity and lives of all people. 

We cannot forget the 57 million innocent lives lost in the U.S. alone, the unknown number of lives affected from the past, and our brothers and sisters threatened by abortion right now. It doesn't end here, and we won't stop fighting. 

Sunday, December 21, 2014

~ Ponderings ~

If I truly lived each day on this earth as my only way to get to Heaven, how would my life-style change?
I cannot try to get into Heaven after I die.
My life here on earth is what I have to get to Heaven.
My life here on earth is not my home, it is how I reach my only home.
If I truly use every moment of every day to fulfill my ultimate purpose - holiness and being in Heaven with God forever - how would every aspect of my life change?

What does it mean to not be of the world?
What does it mean to live a life that will bring me to my true home?

What does it mean to be a Roman Catholic? What do I need to do, and change, in my life in order to fulfill my purpose?

I have a choice to make, today and every day of my life.

Am I going to live the life of a Roman Catholic or am I going to live the life of a human being in the secular world?

"For the gate is small and the way is narrow that leads to life, and there are few who find it." 
- Matt. 7:14


Con amore in Cristo,
 Bluebird

Some Reflections this Advent


Every Advent and Christmas season, I am reminded of just how incredible it is that the King of Kings, my God and Savior, took on human nature, came down from Heaven to live among us, and died for our sins. It is mind-blowing to think about how much love Jesus has for each of us, to do such a thing. The past few years, whenever I reflect on this topic over the Christmas season, I discover a new connection made between God and I. 

Reflecting on His immense humility and love to do this for each of us individually draws me closer and closer to Him. Think about it, Christ left His beautiful heavenly home to live among humans surrounded by the stench of sin. He was willing to set his visible kingship and glory aside, in order to live on earth. He was willing to suffer with us, work with us, form friendships with us, and teach us. He was willing to accept all our injustices toward Him, all our lack of love, and all our insults, out of pure love for us. What humility! Have you ever heard of a more humble king? 

Each time I think of the powerful mystery of the Nativity, I cannot help but want to love Jesus more in return. Jesus did not enter into the world like the Jews always thought the Messiah would. Christ began His mission as a small, innocent, helpless baby boy, born in a stable. A baby boy! This extraordinary form of humility draws my heart straight to Him with increasing force. Not only did Christ entrust Himself to Mary and Joseph’s care, but He also allowed Himself, our God, to be taught as a young child by His parents and other adults in His life. He was humble, obedient and vulnerable.  Out of love for us, Christ made Himself vulnerable to us. 


The more I ponder on this concept of our beautiful Catholic faith, the more I am put in awe. Have you ever heard of a god doing such a thing? Jesus lowered Himself to take on human nature and be like His creatures. As human beings, we are made from dust, distorted from sin, we are miserable and nothing without our God. Can you imagine our God choosing this in order to save us and prove His love for us? Well He did it, and how undeserving we are. Christ did not end there, for three years of His missionary life, with great humility and love He taught us the Truth of His Heavenly Father. He then did the most perfect act of love for the whole world. He suffered and died from the most excruciating torture in the history of mankind for our sake, that we be saved from the clutches of sin to become His brothers and sisters. 

Lately I have been meditating more on the Sorrowful Mysteries while reciting the rosary. I have become more and more overwhelmed at the amount of humility and love Christ had for us by suffering the passion for our salvation. I highly encourage others to meditate on the Sorrowful Mysteries and connect with Jesus on a deeper level; it is truly a profound experience. Meditating on the birth of our Lord over the Christmas holiday is also such a beautiful way to connect with Christ personally. By the incarnation of Jesus, the word became flesh, and God’s love was made visible. 

I think St. Alphonsus comments on this subject beautifully, “I think God must have said to Himself: Man does not love Me because he does not see Me; I will show Myself to him and thus make him love Me. God’s love for man was very great, and had been great from all eternity, but this love had not yet become visible…Then, it really appeared; the Son of God let Himself be seen as a tiny Babe in a stable, lying on a little straw.” 

This Advent and Christmas, I hope you will take some time amongst the business of the season to genuinely sit down and think about this topic and reflect on what Christ’s actions of sacrificial love really means. He did this for you, individually, in hope that you might accept His love for you, and love Him back, in order that He can deepen His relationship with you. There is nothing He wants more than that.


Con amore in Cristo,
 Bluebird